A recording of today's gospel and reflection can be accessed here.
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Today’s gospel
(Matthew 28: 16-20) focuses our minds on the sending of the apostles during the
last chapter of the gospel of St Matthew. There stood the eleven in a wavering
state of mind, some adoring Jesus, some doubting Him, and all of them surely
wondering what was coming next.
What came
next was in some ways only a continuation of what had come before, but it was
also a transformation of it. Now, the Lord hands on His mission to His chosen
ones, sending them out as He too had been sent, bearing His task, labouring in
His name and for the glory of His Father. The dynamic of the mission comes from
the outpouring of grace and holiness that Jesus wins for us in His death and
resurrection and which the Holy Spirit communicates to us through the ministry
of the Church, through His personal gifts, and through His own
presence.
Notice the
two sides of this mission: Go… baptising them … teaching them to
observe all that I have commanded you. These orders – the last ones
Jesus gives the Apostles - place the tasks of sanctification and teaching at
the heart of the mission. Note the nuance also: all that I have
commanded; not half of it, not a best-bits version, not a bowdlerised copy
with the tough bits omitted, not tailored for the shifting fashions and
sensitivities of the age which will be something else by the end of next week. The
teaching is to be given in season and out o season, for our desperate humanity
needs not only consolation but conversion. The woundedness and needs of the
human heart are much the same from age to age, no matter the prevailing winds,
no matter how many castles in the air are built by our pride and our
self-indulgence, not matter how delusional we become about new ages and year
zeros. Below the changing currents at our surface lie the same rip tides that
always bedevil us, quite literally at times: we are always
damaged goods. Fashion chasing is for fools, not for followers of the Lord.
We see also
in these two tasks an order and a logic: sanctification and then teaching. In
time, the Church will come to say: Lex orandi lex credendi - the
law of prayer is the law of belief. Because in point of fact, while truth
perfects our minds, we can never truly understand the mysteries that Jesus has
revealed to us. We do not need to fabricate mystery: God’s revelation is all a
mystery of love and transcendence that surpasses our human capacities; of love,
because God is good and total love is the response to total goodness, and of
transcendence, because God is holy and we are the creatures who, along with the
angels, were given the capacity to be conscious of what it is to honour freely
their creator. At the same time, because it is possible for us to be misled by
our own lights, the Church also reverses the law stated above and says: Lex
credendi lex orandi – the law of belief is the law of prayer. Even the
greatest mystics submitted their insights in prayer to the Church for she is
the custodian of Revelation and faith.
If all this
seems a tall order, Jesus gives the apostles one last consolation in this
gospel: that even though He leaves them bodily, He is with them always until
the end of the age. With them and with us in His sacred words of course; but
because our total sanctification is His goal, sanctification meaning radical
union with Him, He is with them and us pre-eminently in His Eucharistic
presence the mystery of which will unfold over the centuries. He is with them
and with us lastly in the Spirit which He sends into the world from the Father
to remind us of all things and grant a deeper appreciation of them.
The
procession of goodness, therefore, goes on, beginning with the persons of the
Blessed Trinity, in essence one, through the hands of the ministers of Christ
commissioned to share His gospel, through the action of the Spirit, and through
all those who make themselves docile instruments of the purposes of Providence
in this world.
In the end,
to be apostolic is to become a willing channel of the great fount of gifts that
pours out of the communion of the Blessed Trinity and breaks forth in this
world from the rock which is Christ, who is admitted to this world by Mary’s
great yes and who is handed on in the willing yeses of the
faithful disciples. The apostolate that we in COLW aspire to is nothing other
than to do our part to facilitate this flow of His goodness into the world,
through the Church, through the hands of Mary, channelled through our poor
minds and hearts and – please God – into the ears and hearts of our neighbours,
families, and friends. We only need to let ourselves be the voices, hands, and
feet that the Master sends forth into the world.
What a
mission, what a hope! How little we have done and how much remains to be
undertaken. But listen again to His last word to us: behold, I am with you
always, to the end of the age.
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